Erin’s Writing

Erin was an amazingly gifted writer. I’m so lucky to have gotten to know this perhaps better than anyone due to what were probably hundreds of letters that she wrote to me over the years.

I wanted to share some of her writing on this site.

Poetry

Portfolio

The following are poems which Erin had saved in a folder named “Portfolio” and seem to be a collection of finished, curated works.

At the Window30 May 2011

Ego26 May 2011

Take20 May 2011

Mom19 May 2011

Our First Time29 March 2011

Miscellaneous

The following are poems which Erin had saved in various folders and files on our laptop or which I found in notebooks and letters.

Home19 May 2011

Poem # 426 April 2011

This Generation05 October 2010

Untitledfrom letter late spring 2004

Untitledfrom letter early 2004

Untitled17 February 2004

Untitled2003-2004 (long-form prose)

Untitleduknown date

Aaron’s Poemunknown date

Short Stories

Just Bob15 Oct 2010

Just Bob 216 December 2010 (she revisited the basic concept of the story, changing it greatly)

From Letters

You can probably imagine that most of what’s in the many letters that I have from Erin is very personal. The letters span over the full 12 years of our relationship… actually, there are one or two from before it had even technically started. They span a wide range, including sappy love letters, inane high-school drama and sophomoric shit-talking, steamy graphic details about our sex life, dramatic and in-depth discussion of our relationship and emotional issues, and anything else you can imagine. I get so much from having all of these letters and am so grateful that Erin was such a prolific writer as it allows me to dive deeply into our world whenever I feel like it. It can sometimes be painful, but it can also make me feel so connected with her and those times in our relationship. I wish that there was a way I could share that same feeling with you who loved her, to give you the ability to feel her presence by reading her words. But, of course, these letters are often deeply peronal, and they are ours. However, there are some things in the letters which I think are more generally about Erin or her life and which I would like to share. Here are some such excerpts.

Excerpt About the House on Normandy15 February 2013